A Silver Lining

Wait let me scream first. Arghhhhhhhh ! So excited to be writing in here again. I have a lottttttttttt to write. Gosh, how long has it been?
Well, I don't know how I ended up here again. I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, I have a ferry to catch tomorrow. Guess reality finally hits again. Malasnyaaaaaa nak balik pulau. But life is hard, isn't it?
So, I was actually having flashbacks of all the old memories, which why I ended up opening this old blog again. Thinking back, I can't believe how much time has passed, how much things have changed, how much I have grown. Betul lah, kita takkan pernah expect macamana hidup kita akan turn out. Like, aku dok baca post lama lama and hahahhahaha, really? Aku ke tu tulis... 
But at the same time, wow, I'm glad I wrote that. Because now I have a record of what happened before. I could see the changes. All the memories. The laughter, the pain. Aku hadap semua tu ye. Dulu rasa macam terpaling tersakiti but, I survived !
Again, people say experience and pain will make you stronger. Betul ! And, betul jugak yang semua kepahitan tu akan ada manis dia. You just have to have faith, and keep going. Life is hard, but it will get better as long as you believe it will. 
Ceritanya, what actually makes me wander around my old posts when this one guy who used to be a 'fling' or 'crush', suddenly reappear. Gosh, and he did it first around last year. I was shocked of course, considering the fact that he is married with a child! He dared to say that he missed me? Hello? Are you for real? I kinda told him off and advised him not to do it again because he has a wife! I remember writing about him and how heartbroken I was when he suddenly got married. I literally right away blocked him and tried my best to move on. We cut off any contact and I prayed the best for him. Somehow, aku dah lupa kewujudan dia.
And, I was heartbroken. Then I met someone and again, got myself heartbroken. So I gave up 😂 I thought to myself, dah dah lah. Love is just not for you Jasmin.
Around that time when I have given up on love, I met my fiancè. YES ! I AM ENGAGED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 🥰 I found him when I was not even looking for love. It's like, God just sent me a surprise gift. Just like that, 3 years have passed. He was a friend who turned to be my bestfriend, and, we fell for each other. After two years in a relationship, he proposed. Now, we are three months away from our wedding. May everything get eased and go smoothly, amiinn.
Saying that I am happy is an understatement. I am more than that. I don't know how can I express these feelings; gratitude, happiness. He makes me happy and feel loved. Which I never thought it would be possible for me to experience before. Even at this moment, I'm writing here while listening to his snores on the phone 😂🥰 What a beautiful feeling.
So here I am, making a statement to support the hypothesis that things do get better. And God knows better. I am always doubtful of myself but I always believe in His plans. I believe in Him. He will always give what He deems best for us. Sure, it will take some time, it will hurt you a little, but it will prepare you for something greater that you deserve. So, put your faith in Him and keep going.
I think I will stop now. Getting sleepy thanks to my love's snores 😂 sure will come back again to write an update. Oh, and I'm putting our pictures here as a memory to look back one day 🥰

Glad to have my friends with me
on this special day

My housemates

12 Februari 2024
The day we stepped up, moved a step closer ni
Cover dulu, nanti dah kawin kite tunjuk 😝

Amal pun datang 🌹

Thank you siapkan kite ♥️

Tatie always ready to help

Tak sabar nak update gambar kahwin. Eh. Hahahahaha. Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan bagi Jasmin dan Muhammad Hakimi serta keluarga. I can't wait to call him mine, legally 🥰
I love you, my love 😝

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A Phase In Life

Assalamualaikum and hi there, wherever you are reading this from.

I figured that I had to find something that I could do just to fill in my abundant free time. Well I'm not that free but being busy with work and being busy living are totally two different things.

I once thought that becoming an adult would mean finally able to live my life as I please, free from anybody's control, free to do whatever random spontaneous acts that cross my mind.

To live the fullest, with your own hard earned money.

But what is this miska? I don't really feel like I'm living but rather just existing. It's like a repetitive cycle that I can't really escape. Even when I want to, I am too tired to even move 😂

My life right now is really just revolving around my work. Even when I think I am not overperforming at work and I try to avoid unnecessary works, but who I am to avoid everything. In the end, work still comes for me.

Nevertheless, I am aware that it's what I voluntarily signed up for hence I will still do what I have to do.

But why am I so tired everyday? Is it really my age? Does this really how everyone feel about growing up? Your body can't even catch up with you anymore. Since when taking the stairs turn into an extreme workout that costs you your peaceful sleep at night? You can't even sleep because of your sore body, your feet hurt, your hands, numb. Don't get me started on the all the time throbbing headache.

I don't even know if I love my job. One minute I hate it I wish that schools will just vanish and disappear into thin air so I won't have to go to work. But I then spend another minute enjoying what I share with my students, our interaction, our bickerings, our lessons. I'm grateful for what I have right now since I worked hard for it (kinda), but sometimes it gets a little bit overwhelming for me so there are moments when I'm conflicted about it.

Putting work life aside, even your social life is different now. I have always been introverted and socially anxious. Talking to people drains me, so can you imagine being a teacher when you are this kind of person? Even with my colleagues, I am sorry for the moments I act so awkwardly in front of them. My reactions, my responses sometimes are too much because I'm trying to socialise. I just end up embarassing myself when that happens 🤨

And your friends, you are now in a different circle. Your close friends seem more like a distant acquaintance now. Talking to them is no longer.. how do I describe this? Effortless? Natural? Saying something to them feels harder. It's like I'm just here and they are there, sharing things doesn't feel mutual anymore. So you just watch them from afar, praying for them to be happy and healthy wherever they are.

Is this the cost of adulting? 

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The Rainbow?

Didn't expect to really find the password to this blog. Goshhh I've been missing all the time I spent writing in here.

The latest update was what.. 2 years ago? So much things have changed since and I would say I'm in a much better place, physically, emotionally.

I have officially graduated! First class honour and with ANC on top of that. Like what.... After two years of postponement we finally got to have our convocation. Well, feast on the snaps!

And who would have thought that we would end up living together. I remember how much I hated her presence back in uni 🤣

Hey I'm now a teacher, like, legit. Despite all the hesitancies and doubts I had for myself, I ended up on this path and well I guess will probably stay on it for at least the next 30 years before retiring 😂 

I've bought my own car, who would've thought. Financially, still struggling but it's always enough to get by. 

And I am deeply in love with a such wonderful man. How do I even start. He is the kind of love that nullifies all the previous ones. The one that makes all the heartbreaks worthy of pain and tears I've shed. The one that makes me thank God everyday for blessing me with such love. Most importantly, the one that makes me feel, loved. I don't know how do I describe the love I have for this man and how much do I pray for him to be my endgame.

And I pray that he is the one meant for me and hopefully soon we'll take a step and start on a new life together.

He is the only one who feels like home and,

the only one who makes me feel like a home.

I don't know if I deserve all these blessings but I'm gonna enjoy them with a grateful heart.

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LONG-LASTING FRIENDSHIP

Hello I'm back. Kemain rajin kan semalam dah update harini update lagi. Eheh. Biasa la orang baru rasa excited semula so semangat lain macam.
By the way, kalau hang baca, hi Saff ! 😝
So harini seharian aku keluar dengan kawan kawan sekolah rendah aku. Since morning I went to Pusat Internet 1 Malaysia to join the MIV online conference. MIV stands for Malaysia ICT Volunteer and it is known Malaysia wide, tapi aku tak pernah dengar pun before this. Nak jadi cerita kawan aku mintak tolong join sebab depa dok cari volunteer untuk program ni. Each Pusat Internet has to have four volunteers and total volunteers that joined today's conference was around 3000. Impressive! Walaupun aku tak dengar sangat apa pakcik tu membebel di skrin ahaha. So nevermind, join untuk dapat new experience and knowledge. Dua jam mendengar conference tu, online conference pulak kan macam dengar lecture la, laju ja nak menguap la lenguh pinggang la rasa nak melunjur kaki la semua ada. But we survived.

Lepastu out of sudden one of my friends texted this friend yang attend program ni ajak temankan cari barang hantaran (yep another one getting married). So memang unplanned, terus semua setuju nak temankan dia cari kain nak buat baju semua.
Sepanjang temankan tu, it makes me realize yang betapa complicated dan peningnya nak siapkan urusan kenduri kawin ni. Nak prepare semua benda, arrange everything and have to deal with family's disagreement to your ideas. Itu tak kena ini tak elok, family kata macam ni tapi bakal pengantin nak macam ni. Fuh, aku yang tolong tengok di tepi pun pening hahahaha.
But it is exciting as well, especially when one of your friends is getting married. Seronok mencari and survey all things. Plus bila dapat staff kedai yang very helpful, suggestive and friendly memang senang kerja. Kudos to this one staff at Jackel. Senang berurusan.
The most important part is that I got to spend time with them. We've been friends dari darjah 1 so kiranya dah 18 tahun dah berkawan. Dari darjah 1 tu memang rapat tapi naik sekolah menengah ja kurang sikit sebab walaupun still pergi sekolah yang sama tapi dah masing masing dalam aliran and kelas yang lain lain. But still we were in constant contact sebab rajin buat reunion.

And we went to Museum Signature for our lunch. Serious talk walaupun aku ni orang Kedah dan selalu dok lalu jalan ni tapi aku tak pernah perasan kata ada restaurant dekat sini and aku tak pernah dengar pun nama restaurant ni. Noob. Haha. So ni memang first time datang, and I loveeee the ambience. Bayangkan hang makan dengan menghadap pemandangan sungai yang permai itu, dan ditemani iringan lagu klasik macam Malam Bulan Dipagar Bintang, lagu lagu 60-an. Memang nice gila. And pekerja lelaki pun pakaian klasik ok macam nak bersilat ! 

Menu dia pulak memang datang dalam bentuk set talam macam ni, siap dengan ulam cabai plus keropok okayy. The portion is big memang kenyang gila and tadi aku try dia punya set Butter Chicken, kawan aku try set asam pedas ikan temenung dengan sambal keli. Puas hati ! Butter chicken dia sedap and tak muak, itu yang penting. Asam pedas dia kena dengan tekak aku pekat cukup rasa semua. So memang puas hati and finally lepas ni kalau ada kawan aku yang datang dari jauh aku dah tahu nak bawak makan di mana hahahaha. Kenapa aku tak pernah tahu tempat ni wujud dasar Jasmin noob.

Ya, lihatlah muka noob itu.

Anyway, we had a great day! Penat berjalan tapi puas hati dapat tolong carikan barang barang untuk majlis penting budak sorang ni. Tak sabar nak tengok kain yang dipilih itu jadi baju nanti ! Till we meet again, take good care of yourself and be safe out there!

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MY TRUE PASSION

*Squealing*
I don't know why am I so excited to be writing in here, after ages! Maybe I should start writing again, you know, to kill some time (which in my case I sure have plenty).
How's thing going? 2020 sure has been such a...what? I can't even think of a word to describe it. Disastrous? Full of tragedy? It sure has impacted all of us, literally all the people around the globe. Even in Malaysia, we still have new cases reported. We were happy when we got the situation under control but unexpectedly, a new cluster popped out and new cases bloomed. Thankfully we are now allowed to go out tho our movement is restricted by SOP, which I believe to be doable (except for those stubborn donkeys who break the quarantine order and also those who gather in crowded gatherings.) Now, it's all left to us to cooperate and help each other as the hashtags go #kitajagakita. Let's just pray for the best, hopefully there will be a silver lining for us all.
Now back to me. Haha. Ughhh it's been so longgg and I don't know where to start. It's been months since we finished our last semester so now we are all chilling at home. Due to Covid situation, things get dragged, postponed, cancelled. Now we are waiting for SPP to call us for the interview. Hopefully soon, and hopefully we are all called in and may we all pass the interview. 
I have never been sure about me being a teacher but at this point of time I don't know what else I could do. What I really want to be? Is there anything that I want to do? I'm not sure anymore. So, I guess following the flow will be it. 
I have always been passionate about baking. Even though my parents kind of not approving that, but they try to be supportive and give me space and time to explore baking, doing what they know I love to do as a hobby. Doing mess in the kitchen, trying out new recipes. My mom got me an oven for my birthday and that was the best birthday gift ever. So eghh I wanna show off some of the cakes I baked !

This is my very first birthday cake and I made this for my mom's birthday.

Basque Burnt Cheesecake. So creamy ! Made this for my friend.

Red velvet with fluffy cream cheese topping. Made this to surprise my friend for her birthday.

The latest cake I made just for fun hehe. Pandan sponge cake with fresh cream topping and salted caramel sauce in between layers. I wanted to learn decorating cakes so I made this one for just because I wanted to try decorating it cutely hehe. Is it cute tho?

These are just the ones with decoration and I am novice. Usually I bake classic cakes such as marble, banana, and chocolate cakes and also cookies. I just got into trying with cakes that need topping and decoration like this. Hopefully I get to bake more and decorate better and prettier !!
I think I'm gonna be writing more about my baking experience in here. At least I have something that excites me ! Until we meet again, have a nice weekend lovelies !

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KARIPAPERS' SHORT TRIP

It's been ages.. wow. The last time I updated was about a year ago? Truth is I forgot the password, and the account for this blog hahaha. So now we are in our final semester, already ! Been stressing over our AE and few last courses to be completed in this last semester. Hopefully it will go well.
So at the beginning of this semester, we went for an unplanned trip. FINALLY. We've been planning for ages but never really had the chance to go for a trip together. This one was unplanned. Betul orang cakap jangan nak rancang bebanyak sangat haremm tak jadi. Haha. So we went to Penang and Padang Besar too, had some nice foods, dropped by my house and slept there for a night, had some home-cooked meals. Heaven. We didn't get to go to many places but okay laaa kan. We got to spend some time together.
Padang Besar

The food ohemgee

Penang Hill / Bukit Bendera

I don't know whether we regret it or not.. hahaha..maybe because it was on weekend and there were so many people going there. We waited for more than an hour to go down. I remember one kid asking his father: ayah kenapa kena bawak kite naik Bukit Bendera? HAHA same dik same, akak pun tanya soalan yang sama. 








Penang Avatar Secret Garden

Pasemboq

The main reason I agreed to go to Penang

P/s: Selingan, kemain excited dia jumpa retis

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13 SEPT 2018

Jawab salam dulu. Ok. 
Haha. Hi hello there (if and only if there's someone somewhere that happen to read this lame blog). Ya aku tau, berkarat dah blog ni setahun tak bukak 😂 excuse my so called busyness ni. Maklumlah dah jadi third year student. Ehhh. 
Memang lama gila rasa aku tak jenguk langsung blog ni. Seb baik remember password kat sini kalau tak wasalam la selamat jalan romeo 😂 so boleh la lagi bukak. So di saat ini setahun sudah berlalu september sudah ini. Life has been so so. Aku dah part 6 oi, sem depan praktikal. Pastu tinggal satu sem lagi and pastu habisssssss. Tak tau la nak seronok ka takut ka sedih.
So apapun let's hope that I find the strength and motivation to get through these few last semesters. Buat ja lah. Walaupun most of the time aku rasa benak and tak tau apa yang aku buat. Haha.
It's been a long time kan. Tetiba rasa nak bercerita kat sini.
Question: "what will you do if the one you like gets married to someone else?"
That's a complicated situation and heart breaking I would say. And unfortunately, it happened to me 😂 but no worries I am totally fine now. I was just shocked, heart broken for a moment but the fact that he's married somehow helps me to move on in peace. Why? Sebab dah terang terang terbukti that he's just not for me. So no more hoping, no more waiting around sebab bukti dah ada depan mata. Senang kan? 
So aku kan before ni patah hati teruks kan. And after about 2 years plus tu baru la aku macam ok and start rapat dengan dia ni ha. Kenal dah lama tapi macam baru betul betul rapat. Tapi macam hanging, on off. Mesra dingin mesra dingin. Haha. And I did confess yang aku rasa aku suka dia. Cewahhh applause applause glabbb glabbb bak kata sajat. Ingat senang manusia ego macam aku nak confess? But then of course he was shocked and he politely rejected (?). It felt like a rejection lah even though we were still in contact bagai kan. So at that time aku macam ok lah maybe he was just taking his time. And I legit thought that we felt the same. It was just maybe he wanted to take it slowly. But we were good, tho rarely in contact but yes he was still there. 
But things started to feel distant. Macam makin jauh makin jauh. Being an egoistic person, and as I bowed not to repeat the same mistake, I didn't bother to really find him. Sebab aku anggap lah dia busy. And things slowly faded away. Of course lah aku tak boleh nak cakap banyak sebab we got nothing to do with each other. Kawan. Tu ja. So aku pun senyap. Senyap. 
Until lah my birthday. I waited. I excitedly waited, waiting for his wishes as he would always wish for my birthday. But I saw his whatsapp status. And the day before my birthday, I saw his FB status - in a relationship with .......
Sumpah my heart sank at that time. Rasa macam, wow. Apa ni? Surprise for my birthday? Wow. Wow. 
So masa tu macam terjawablah semua benda yang bermain dalam otak aku masa tu. But then again, who am I kan. So memang terus stop contact and I blocked his FB, deleted his number.
But then, you know moving on isn't an easy thing to do. So aku pun pi la save balik number dia sebab nak tengok wasap status la. And he posted a picture of them. Masa tu rasa la macam ziapppppp dalam hati. And macam, ok lah dah terbukti he's now happy with someone sebab sampai post story kan sebab dia bukan jenis yang update story or status macam tu. Ok. Tergerak hati nak tengok FB. 
Lagi. Terkejut lagi. Gambar dia atas pelamin. And he looked happy, standing beside her. His wife. Masa tu macam terkedu gila. And I didn't even cry sebab macam remuk hati sampai tahap tak tau nak rasa apa 😂 pelamin anganku musnah tau haha.
So terus block balik. And macam tersedar dari mimpi. He's now someone else's husband. He's happily married. Dalam otak aku masa tu, dah lah. Let's just move on. Of course sedih sedih pun, but tbh looking at their smile tu buat aku rasa yang, it's fine. Because they looked happy. So aku nak tunggu apa lagi kan.
But alhamdulillah lah, sebabkan kami pun jarang contact sangat and the fact that dia tu memang takdirnya dah kawin dengan orang lain, buat aku rasa senang nak move on. Sebab automatic aku jadi stop berharap, stop tunggu dia lagi dah. Cumanya kadang kadang tu bila pikir balik aku terkilan. Sebab we were friend. Aku just harap at least he told me about it. At least takde la aku confess kat dia. At least aku tak tunggu dia.
Sebab macam tiba tiba. And honestly I thought he was just like me, going with the flow and waiting for the right time. Even though jarang contact but from time to time dia akan contact jugak aku. Dalam berapa bulan before aku tau dia dah ada someone and then kawin tu ja tiba tiba macam dah tak contact. So I was wondering, what went wrong? When did it go wrong? Aku dah cukup hati hati aku tak sebut apa apa pasal aku rindu dia aku sayang dia ka sebab aku takmau langsung rush or buat dia rasa serabut. I acted like I didn't care. So bila jadi macam tu aku terpikir, selama ni masa dia contact aku, call aku, whatsapp, selama ni dia dah dengan orang lain ka? Kalau ya, why tak terus terang? Yes he did reject me earlier kan, but why he continued to treat me macam nothing happen and like we had a thing. Itu yang buat aku terkilan. Sebab if he had told me about it, bukannya aku tak boleh terima. If he had told me, takdelah aku macam continue contact dia jugak and mesra cenggitu. Do you get what I mean?
Sebab honestly, bila aku dapat tau suddenly dia dah kawin tu, I felt betrayed. Bukan just sebab yelah sedih jugak sebab selama ni aku tunggu dia kan, tapi more to sebab we were friend. Before anything else before feelings were involved, we were friend. Close friend. I talked to him about most things, membebel komplen itu ini. It was him who listened to my words. So bila aku dapat tau tu and he didn't even say a word about it, aku rasa macam, wow. I guess I'm not even entitled as his friend. Put aside being hurt because of my personal feelings for him. As a friend. Hang tak pernah anggap aku kawan hang walaupun sikit ka? 5 years of friendship. 5 years kita kenal tapi end up macam tu ja. Not even a word. 
But sometimes aku pun ada terpikir jugak but of course pikiran ni buat aku nampak macam aku ni perasan la sikit kan. Kadang aku terpikir based on how he treated me. Yes walaupun dia awkward dia hambar tapi he showed that he cared for me. Aku pernah cakap yang aku tau aku salah paham sebab cara dia layan aku tu baik kan, so maybe aku salah faham kat situ. But then he said no aku tak salah faham. And our relationship macam on off on off hanging. Because I didn't know where I stood in his life. The way he treated me made me confused. And most of the time dia yang akan cari aku dulu sebab aku tahan diri aku dari cari dia. So walaupun nampak macam perasan, kadang kadang aku salahkan diri aku and aku pikir, ke sebab selama ni aku ego sangat? Aku sayang tapi aku tak tunjuk, aku rindu dia tapi aku buat tak peduli. Kadang kadang bila dia contact aku, aku nak cover aku punya rindu tu aku termarah la tersentap dengan dia la. So with that thought, I blamed myself. I thought, maybe, maybe I was at fault so he gave up. Maybe, if I acted my words, we could have been closer and things could work out better.
But then bila pikir lagi, he got married. Ok. He got married. And rarely lah kawin dengan orang yang baru kenal sebulan dua kan. So probably, I was getting in their way. Maybe selama ni he had her but I just didn't know. So aku terkilan lagi. I wish he would be more honest. Kalau dah ada dia, why tak state the truth? Tell me the truth and I'll handle it on my own. Ini tiba tiba tengok dia dah kawin tu I was like. Eh. How? Why? When? Dari mana datang dia ni? Why aku tak tau? Why? Why? It did hurt. But I had no more tears to waste lah. Malas dah nak pikir. Tapi one good thing about him getting married ni, it gives me a definite closure tau. Like, okay jasmin dah terbukti terang lagi bersuluh dia bukan jodoh hang. So hang boleh bukak langkah jalan ke depan nanti ada yang lain dok tunggu. So it helps a lot for me to move forward. Sedih tak lama, alhamdulillah for that. 
Kadang pikir nak gelak pun ada. Haha. Apa lah nasib aku ni. Dulu ada orang suka gila, aku reject suruh dia kawin and dia pun dah kawin dah. And orang yang aku dok tunggu pulak pun dah kawin. Hambik hang terkontang kanting 😂
Takpalah. Muda lagi. InshaAllah ada banyak lagi masa. Banyak benda lagi boleh buat. Kalau ada rezeki tu ada la kalau takdak sudah dok pikiaq buat apa nanti mai la tu 😂
Ok la. Letih taip kat phone kecik coet ja. Bye see you soon.

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30 OCT 2017

Hi oh my god I'm so excited to write in here again! Lama sangat dah tak bukak blog ni hahaha pemalas don't blame me I'm so lazy in everything but tonight I feel like I miss typing and writing in here so yeahhh.
It's really been  a while I forgot already when was the last time I wrote in here. I'm already in my 4th semester and currently busy with all works and assignments. And this sem we already started with lesson plans and will soon start with our microteaching. Nervous namati ok bukan pernah mengajar lagi and I don't even know what I will do. Kena creative la innovative la apa la aku ni dah la otak kayu haha.
Stress jugak lah nak hadap. Like why do I even need to be creative? Just go and teach lah aduhai haha. But then that's life. At the end of the day you'll shit in our pants bak kata lecturer aku. But I guess being busy is good maybe you don't have time to think about ridiculous things. Go on with this busy life and do what you have to do. Why stop for people kan?
So personally and emotionally I'm not that stable but nahhh, I'll manage. Dah malas nak pikir even though at times I'm still disturbed with my own feelings. But really, I'm striving to be heartless. Haha. Maybe that's easier right like you don't give a damn about those who don't bother to care about you anymore. So I'm just gonna treat them the way they treat me. Easy.
Nah. That's all. Too lazy to think of what else to write. Enjoy life peeps! Annyeong!

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1 JULY 2017

Assalamualaikum and hye! Rasa macam tak lambat lagi nak ucap, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin! Hari ni dah raya ke 7, and here I am melangut dekat kolej sensorang. Sadis oi kena balik awai kes tiket habis so menumpang la sepupu aku balik ke sini. Dok sorang sorang pulak sebab kawan kawan lain dok asyik lagi dekat rumah beraya tak habis lagi.
So raya kali ni, memang cuti tak macam last year lah sebab final lepas raya, tapi sempat lah beraya sakan jugak and plus, ada reunion dengan kawan kawan lama. Seronok betoi jumpak kawan kawan lama rasa macam diri tua pulak haha. Well raya first tahun ni tak pi mana, kawan kawan pun tak jumpa dan tak pi beraya rumah kawan kawan pun. Sedih betul. Pujaan hati pun tak pi beraya rumah. Eh? Hahaha just joking.  Entah mana wujud pujaan hati tetiba. So ya ya nak letak gambaq.

RAYA PERTAMA

Selamat Hari Raya dari kami sekeluarga

Kelab bujang turun temurun anak cucu Tok Jah 

Raya ni jumpa Asma ja dengan Jihah, and I looked slim, so I loike this picture :P

RAYA KEDUA

Sedondon, tak tau beza mana mak mana anak haha.

Raya kali ni satu set baq hang, rasa macam matang sikit kikiki

REUNION 2.O SK PEDU BATCH '95

Aku tukang pantau budak budak ni membakar satay sebab takut hancus semua haha

Bapa kerat ja laki hat lain entah ke mana

The ladies

Kat bendang sambung photoshoot sebab haruslah, anak Kedah kot

Kalut nak jadi pengapit katanya, siap payung bagai haha

Amer: tolong jadikan aku lelaki pujaan ramai
Okay la tolong la

Cis letih jengket oi

We rock!

Tuan rumah a.k.a sepupu ka dua pupu sendiri

HAHAHA kkk depa tolak suruh ambik gambaq sekali,
ini kekasih lama zaman cinta monyet :P

Kalau ikutkan gambaq banyak namati jenuh la nak bubuh haha. Tapi seronok jumpa kawan kawan lama, kekasih lama? Hahahah k tu lawak sampai sekarang pun dok kena perli kena kenen lagi dengan budak budak ni. Famous betul scandal kami dulu 10 tahun berlalu pun orang ingat lagi ahaha. Move on la kanak kanak kami pun dah lama move on dah besaq dah masing masing la ni jumpa pun jadi segan teringat zaman muda mudi dulu dok gaduh gaduh musuh pahtu jatuh cinta hahaha xD Gitu sangat cinta hidung pun berhingus lagi waktu tu.

Apapun we did enjoy our gathering so much and I'm glad that we still get along very well walaupun masa mula mula jumpa semula last year ramai yang ingat ingat lupa dah sebab dah lama tak jumpa. Harap next year and next next ada lagi peluang nak anjurkan reunion macam ni.

Okay that's it for now. Bye bye! And yeah, wish me goodluck for my final exam!

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Terima Kasih Sudi Baca Cerita Saya ^^,

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